Friday, October 12, 2007

burn

Burn One Down by Ben Harper
My choice is what i choose to do
And if I'm causing no harm it shouldn't bother you
Your choice is who you choose to be
And if you're causing no harm, then you're alright with me
If you dont like my fire then dont come around
Cause I'm gonna burn one down
Yes I'm gonna burn one, down

I’m a good girl and also, a bad girl, -- I believe. In moments of stillness, I find the good girl removing the traces of suspicions and distrust. But sometimes, the bad girl dominates my heart, wrapping it with so much torment and hatred. When such thing happens, I find myself in rage.

But who cares about the thing I must choose between them? All I want to do is to find some courage and be honest.

And I find the good girl in charge today: I don’t seem very happy but I find solace through my faith in Him and from the genuine love given to me.

Most people I’m surrounded with would think that the good girl is the real boss in my life. Maybe, you guys are right. But in any time the bad girl must take over that certain position and rule my mind and heart again, I’m still very open to it. There are people who only see the bad girl, only because she responds to actions received that will wrestle the good, nurture her, and let her get away from starvation.

Whether I choose the good or the bad, I can feel that I am honest; I don’t conceal any false image; I find peace of mind.

I’ll find a way to live the right way and still, with my principles.